i'm quite mistaken. making music to God, to me, is just singing songs that I LIKE or when i FEEL LIKE IT. no, making music to God takes place at all times. a heart of praise that declares God's love, ohooo!!
"It is good to praise the LORD
and make music to your name, O Most High,
to proclaim your love in the morning
and your faithfulness at night" Psalm 92:1-2
anyway, i've been deluded. i've been praying and praying asking God to change this, change that, make it easier for me and the list goes on. but yet, we can actually pray wrongly. as in, praying for the wrong things. that's what happened to me.
it's better to pray that you'll produce good fruit than to ask God to do this, do that blah blah.
"seek first the kingdom of God and all things will be added to you."
Father, i'm sorry for everything.