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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
:D
seriously arh. if ya can guess, no prizes given.
hey estehr. does this look familiar?
i haven't posted pics for a VERY long time. :D :D
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
english paper update
helloesx.
the essay question was a God given question. why? because i did an essay exactly the same question. what question? ONE WORD ESSAY LA!!!! yeah!!! THE SAME ONE WORD ESSAY WHICH I SCORED 20/30 FOR CAME OUT. Papa is very faithful, very. and ya know what, this ain't the first time something like this happened. the same thing happened for my prelims and midyears. except this time came like a huge wave. HAHAHAHA IF YA GET WHAT I MEAN. section two was quite alright. i bluffed a lot. as in seriously. i said city hall was near botanical gardens and the orchid garden in the botanical gardens is newly built. paper two was quite tricky. made me think and ponder a lot. but i think it was do-able. quite alright!!!!
hahahaha!!!! i'm very happy!!!! if you wanna ask for my handwriting, i think it's legible[though not beautiful]. i cancelled like crazy though. i cancel cancel cancel. and my whole paper was nearly 2 pages long because i cancelled one para after another. HAHAHAHA!!!!
k. i'm gonna sleep though the night and start studying tmr!!!! :D :D :D
the essay question was a God given question. why? because i did an essay exactly the same question. what question? ONE WORD ESSAY LA!!!! yeah!!! THE SAME ONE WORD ESSAY WHICH I SCORED 20/30 FOR CAME OUT. Papa is very faithful, very. and ya know what, this ain't the first time something like this happened. the same thing happened for my prelims and midyears. except this time came like a huge wave. HAHAHAHA IF YA GET WHAT I MEAN. section two was quite alright. i bluffed a lot. as in seriously. i said city hall was near botanical gardens and the orchid garden in the botanical gardens is newly built. paper two was quite tricky. made me think and ponder a lot. but i think it was do-able. quite alright!!!!
hahahaha!!!! i'm very happy!!!! if you wanna ask for my handwriting, i think it's legible[though not beautiful]. i cancelled like crazy though. i cancel cancel cancel. and my whole paper was nearly 2 pages long because i cancelled one para after another. HAHAHAHA!!!!
k. i'm gonna sleep though the night and start studying tmr!!!! :D :D :D
Monday, October 20, 2008
quick update to show that i'm well, living.
hello all.
my chem paper was quite alright. gotta say though, didn't quite turn out the way i expect it to be. HAHAHAHA!!!! but it was alright!!! anyway, it's 12:30am and i'm supposed to be asleep. then again, i realized what sleep can really do. lacking of sleep=not energetic. :(
k tmr's english paper. plx plx pray for my handwriting. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :D
my chem paper was quite alright. gotta say though, didn't quite turn out the way i expect it to be. HAHAHAHA!!!! but it was alright!!! anyway, it's 12:30am and i'm supposed to be asleep. then again, i realized what sleep can really do. lacking of sleep=not energetic. :(
k tmr's english paper. plx plx pray for my handwriting. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! :D
Sunday, October 19, 2008
ming tian shi beginning of o level!!
yeah!!!! hahaha i'm excited.
i can feel that it's gonna be over quickly!!!!!!!! pray for me plx!!!!! :D :D :D
i can feel that it's gonna be over quickly!!!!!!!! pray for me plx!!!!! :D :D :D
Thursday, October 16, 2008
history likes to repeat itself, especially when i talk about it only yesterday
i was just groping my butt when i realized that the cloth seemed a lil' rough and frayed and my fingers.. somehow could go through.
aahhh!!!!!! there's a hole at my pants!!!!!!!
aahhh!!!!!! there's a hole at my pants!!!!!!!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
sheeps are dumb
true ya know. sheeps are dumb. and i'm like one.
ya wanna know how weak i am? i've got so many weaknesses, flaws that it would take a long time to count them all.
i' m very rebellious. very. i always like to bend rules. and usually when i do so, i would regret a million times i have never done that. and the guilt cycle comes again.
i'm very proud. ya know.. i always think i'm such a big deal. i always think that i'm best, i'm good and i don't really like it when people correct me.
i'm lustful. okay ya don't need the details.
I'M JUDGEMENTAL. HAHAHAHA. THAT'S ONE OF THE KILLERS MAN. i judge people based on their looks, capabilities when i myself.. ah. have no right to do so. and i t makes me a hypocrite as well.
i'm very very very insensitive. i don't really care alot about what others feel when i talk or do something. and i hurt or offend others usually.
AND I'M A LOUSY STEWARD OF TIME AND MONEY.
I'M VERY LAZY. VERY VERY VERY.
and i'm someone with loads of jealous and envy.
and and and i'm very inconsistent as well. i don't show love to people i find unlovable.
aiya! lots arh!!!!!! hahahahaha!!!!! but ya know, David probably said "The Lord is my Shepherd" with pride coz he is indeed God's sheep. and true eh.
this few days have been very tough. man!!!! hahahaha!!!!!
ya wanna know how weak i am? i've got so many weaknesses, flaws that it would take a long time to count them all.
i' m very rebellious. very. i always like to bend rules. and usually when i do so, i would regret a million times i have never done that. and the guilt cycle comes again.
i'm very proud. ya know.. i always think i'm such a big deal. i always think that i'm best, i'm good and i don't really like it when people correct me.
i'm lustful. okay ya don't need the details.
I'M JUDGEMENTAL. HAHAHAHA. THAT'S ONE OF THE KILLERS MAN. i judge people based on their looks, capabilities when i myself.. ah. have no right to do so. and i t makes me a hypocrite as well.
i'm very very very insensitive. i don't really care alot about what others feel when i talk or do something. and i hurt or offend others usually.
AND I'M A LOUSY STEWARD OF TIME AND MONEY.
I'M VERY LAZY. VERY VERY VERY.
and i'm someone with loads of jealous and envy.
and and and i'm very inconsistent as well. i don't show love to people i find unlovable.
aiya! lots arh!!!!!! hahahahaha!!!!! but ya know, David probably said "The Lord is my Shepherd" with pride coz he is indeed God's sheep. and true eh.
this few days have been very tough. man!!!! hahahaha!!!!!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
i'm very happy!!!
this is what truly defines me. thanks a million, lora!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D and thanks for being so encouraging and appreciative!!!!! :D
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
if you guys are reading this..
okay. i'll say something about these 2 people.
cheryl: i had a sms from this friend of mine whom told me about his probs in cell, his leader being short-tempered and stuff. and it took me a long time before i realized that my own cell leader is loving and she never judges us. she loves us for who we are and she corrects us with love, hoping we will change, whenever we do something wrong. the thing about cheryl is that she's like Jesus, loves us whether we're messed up or not. btw, she's patient. very.
rebekah: she's my smallgroup leader. what really hit me was how open and honest she is about her own weaknesses. it's difficult to be honest. many people want to give an impression that they're fine, decent, doing alright. but rebekah's truthful and humble. that's something impressive.
so guys, if you are reading this, please know that i salute you two, in Jesus' name!
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hahaha, today was a great day!!! i studied at church, then at buddy hoagies[I SAW CHERYL AND KONKON], then at church office. i've a bad feeling i go to buddyhoagies to study just so that i can drink bubble tea and study at the same time[fyi, i got kiwi milk tea]. and the worst thing is? i didn't know you can upsize your bubbletea until kidkid told me. and so i did. btw, i think i wanna try out all the flavours. hahaha gonna be exciting!!! and and today, anthony taught me how to play that ji ba ban song. k la, it's difficult coz there's this chord that needs me to stretch my fingers a lot. but still, it's a fun song to play!!!! i told khee bay that we can play guitar everyday and true, i'll practise guitar, esp scales, after o's!!!!!! i drank 3 cups of different beverages at church office. so convenient to have a hot water dispenser and loads of instant drinks, eg. milo, latte[argh, it was very creamy. i told anthony and kid i think i'll laosai after drinking it], milk tea etc etc. there was even this tin of swedish berries tealeaves which i was tempted to experiment with but i was afraid i'll swallow the dregs and i can't take the taste, j.i.c it's too strong.
to kidkid: thank you for walking me to the bus stop whenever you can. if you're reading this, please know that i feel very loved and i thank God for you.
ps: j.i.c= just in case
cheryl: i had a sms from this friend of mine whom told me about his probs in cell, his leader being short-tempered and stuff. and it took me a long time before i realized that my own cell leader is loving and she never judges us. she loves us for who we are and she corrects us with love, hoping we will change, whenever we do something wrong. the thing about cheryl is that she's like Jesus, loves us whether we're messed up or not. btw, she's patient. very.
rebekah: she's my smallgroup leader. what really hit me was how open and honest she is about her own weaknesses. it's difficult to be honest. many people want to give an impression that they're fine, decent, doing alright. but rebekah's truthful and humble. that's something impressive.
so guys, if you are reading this, please know that i salute you two, in Jesus' name!
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hahaha, today was a great day!!! i studied at church, then at buddy hoagies[I SAW CHERYL AND KONKON], then at church office. i've a bad feeling i go to buddyhoagies to study just so that i can drink bubble tea and study at the same time[fyi, i got kiwi milk tea]. and the worst thing is? i didn't know you can upsize your bubbletea until kidkid told me. and so i did. btw, i think i wanna try out all the flavours. hahaha gonna be exciting!!! and and today, anthony taught me how to play that ji ba ban song. k la, it's difficult coz there's this chord that needs me to stretch my fingers a lot. but still, it's a fun song to play!!!! i told khee bay that we can play guitar everyday and true, i'll practise guitar, esp scales, after o's!!!!!! i drank 3 cups of different beverages at church office. so convenient to have a hot water dispenser and loads of instant drinks, eg. milo, latte[argh, it was very creamy. i told anthony and kid i think i'll laosai after drinking it], milk tea etc etc. there was even this tin of swedish berries tealeaves which i was tempted to experiment with but i was afraid i'll swallow the dregs and i can't take the taste, j.i.c it's too strong.
to kidkid: thank you for walking me to the bus stop whenever you can. if you're reading this, please know that i feel very loved and i thank God for you.
ps: j.i.c= just in case
Saturday, October 4, 2008
woohoo
i had an awesome time today. i sat with es and went home with es and zoe. and i had good time, good fellowship, good guitar playing time. :D :D :D it's so good to spend time with good friends!!!! awesome!!! oh yeah i raced with yuri, es, junxian. if you saw me racing, you would have seen me given up halfway[when we were racing to the toilets. some of us wanted to wee-wee]. HAHAHAHA.
man, tmr i'm gonna study in church!!!! yay!!!
man, tmr i'm gonna study in church!!!! yay!!!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
confused
yeah and sometimes i'll start wondering a lot of things and i just don't know what to do!!! and i was just begging for mercy when this popped up in my mind:
"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, 6because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."
and i searched for my Bible and read on:
"Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness. 11No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it."
it's just so hard to be convinced that God still loves me when i feel oppressed, when i feel like the whole world's falling down, when i feel the driest. until i realized God's discipline meant that He loves me!!!! and it's true that emotions are lousy leaders. blah!!!! anyway, i'm gonna speed up my breakfast and quickly rush to p.h!!!! :D :D :D
2 more weeks to O's!!!!! :D
"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, 6because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."
and i searched for my Bible and read on:
"Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness. 11No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it."
it's just so hard to be convinced that God still loves me when i feel oppressed, when i feel like the whole world's falling down, when i feel the driest. until i realized God's discipline meant that He loves me!!!! and it's true that emotions are lousy leaders. blah!!!! anyway, i'm gonna speed up my breakfast and quickly rush to p.h!!!! :D :D :D
2 more weeks to O's!!!!! :D
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