i'm sorry for the lack-of-creativity for my title. :P
anyway, this past 3 days were tough. i faced guilt trips and issues which i just can't solve and it seriously sucks because the thing is that i should have left it in God's hands and just wait instead. and it really sucks when you realize people don't like you, whether conveyed verbally or just inferred. i thought i would be immune to it and just get on with life but i was just worshipping with my guitar with the sun rays hitting me gently when i realized this feeling sucks to the max. probably deep down i'm upset because the person's face kept popping out and my mind will just replay:
"eh i really don't like your face leh."
but God's just so good because Jesus accepts me for who i am. i mean, love covers a multitude of sin but i ain't applying that in my life. probably a lesson from God coz sometimes God teaches things the hard way. and i'm thankful for people who will remind me when i go too far.
i really can't believe that i'm leaving secondary school in 3 months time and i tell you, i'm counting.