even when i failed God, He won't fail me.
He gives me mercy in times of guilt.
He forgives when i come clean with Him.
He listens when probably no one would.
He gives me something i need: peace
He gives me second and third and forth chances when i give in to strongholds.
peace indeed, that's so different from the assurance you get when everything seems so smooth. peace that God gives when you just mess up. like i make a mockery out of myself, God didn't distance Himself away from me. when i feel the whole world failing me, God was just there. i just needed to seek God, that's all.
Father of the fatherless, praise Your loving name.