accepting others always seem difficult for me. but when i tried accepting myself, i actually couldn't. it can take time for me to accept others but it seems to take forever for me to accept myself. why? because sometimes i get so disgusted with myself that i give up and just get on with life.
i hear people telling me that i'm too hard on myself and now i think i am. it's difficult to let go but when i do, everything seems so normal to me. like it's expected for me to fail and sin and so on. at least i feel more peaceful and cheerful.
i needed a break, God gave me one.