some things i really like to do:
1) jogging. i rmb i used to jog alone a lot last time. and i suspect that jogging offers no help in improving my stamina. i still feel breathless. easily. old liao la!!! but i really like jogging with other people like kidkid or qianyi, hahaha!!!!
2) guitar. seriously man!!! it's just so good to learn how to play a new song or a new strumming method or something new!!!! i've got loads to learn after O's!!! :D
3) RAP AND TRY TO DO ACAPELLA. YEAH IT'S SHOO GUD TA RAP, YO. CMON, RAP LIKE MAD, RAP TILL YA DROP!!!
4) basketball. and that's first stop after O's!!!!!! :D
5) eat. you know, i may not possess a voracious appetite but i still like to eat good food. and good or not, just eat. HAHAHAHHA. like.. BA KU TEH?[HINT HINT. HAHAHA!!!!!]
6) PLAY FRISBEE. YEAH, VERY FUN!!!!!!! and it's really a relief and an amazement that frisbee ain't just flinging a mini UFO.
okay, i just wanna blog coz i don't wanna sleep early. and i've brushed my teeth already and i don't wanna eat. gotta brush those yellowing teeth walls again if i do anyway. :(
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
i'm really so sorry for da lack of updates, yo.
zhong hua and his fan club. no kidding. :D
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one thing that really scares me is the sucking of those bubble tea "bubbles." it's not something i dare to do, sucking those "bubbles" at full speed. it whizzes up the straw with a "poop" sound and woosh, it goes down your throat so quickly, it gets stuck there. then you suffocate and die. HAHAHAHA.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
why do i
"..Why do i think that he wouldn't want to hear about my problems?
Why do i think he is too busy for me?"
Why do I think he's tired of hearing the same old stuff?
Why do i think he consults his list when i ask for forgiveness and asks, "Don't you think you're going to the well a few too many times on this one?
Why do i think i have to speak a holy language around him that i don't speak with anyone else?
Why do i think he won't do in a heartbeat to the Father of Lies what i thought about doing to the fathers of those bullies on the bus?.." taken from The Applause of Heaven by Max Lucardo
God is love man!!!! my God's all about love!!!!
anyway, i'll post my results only after i gotten them all. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! don't wanna spoil the fun!!! God's good, God's very faithful!!!!
Why do i think he is too busy for me?"
Why do I think he's tired of hearing the same old stuff?
Why do i think he consults his list when i ask for forgiveness and asks, "Don't you think you're going to the well a few too many times on this one?
Why do i think i have to speak a holy language around him that i don't speak with anyone else?
Why do i think he won't do in a heartbeat to the Father of Lies what i thought about doing to the fathers of those bullies on the bus?.." taken from The Applause of Heaven by Max Lucardo
God is love man!!!! my God's all about love!!!!
anyway, i'll post my results only after i gotten them all. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! don't wanna spoil the fun!!! God's good, God's very faithful!!!!
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
shadow of your wings
"Have mercy on me, O God, have mercy on me, for in you my soul takes refuge. I will take refuge in the shadow of your wings until the disaster has passed." Psalm 57:1-3
"Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.
8 My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me." Psalm 63:7-8
David sang out Psalm 57:1-3 when he was at that cave. when everybody was against him. when he realized he had no where to go. it's so strange that God is most approachable, most real when you're most vulnerable. and sometimes life just goes so far where you just feel so crushed, so defeated, so lousy.
God is very good, very merciful.
anyway, i've been having LOADS of fun at prayer house!!! i took a video yesterday and i'm gonna post it when i have time!!! :D :D :D
"Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.
8 My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me." Psalm 63:7-8
David sang out Psalm 57:1-3 when he was at that cave. when everybody was against him. when he realized he had no where to go. it's so strange that God is most approachable, most real when you're most vulnerable. and sometimes life just goes so far where you just feel so crushed, so defeated, so lousy.
God is very good, very merciful.
anyway, i've been having LOADS of fun at prayer house!!! i took a video yesterday and i'm gonna post it when i have time!!! :D :D :D
Friday, August 29, 2008
relationships and love
Luke 22: 50-51" When Jesus' followers saw what was going to happen, they said, "Lord, should we strike with our swords?" 50And one of them struck the servant of the high priest, cutting off his right ear.
51But Jesus answered, "No more of this!"
and that was what ps preston shared about during radical conference. i sure have cut off many ears, hahahaha!!!! :p and that's what Jesus will probably say to all the broken relationships in my life[usually broken by me].
"no more, yining!!!"
ahh! it sucks to the core when you have broken relationships and you're the reason of the crumbling of it!!!! i guess john was really right when he said that those who do not love do not know God because God is love.
my God sure is a love of God:
Zeph 3:17 "The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing."
it's so hard to imagine God as a God who's always cheerin' you on and quieting you with his so awesome love!!! 1 john 1:9 tells us that if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness!!!! where can we find sucha faithful God who forgives!!! i was just singing "East to West" by Casting Crowns once and suddenly when i sang this part and it hit me hard:
"Cos you know just how far the east is from the west, from one scarred hand to the other."
true ain't it!!!! man, i pray that God give me love, compassion and sensitivity!!!
51But Jesus answered, "No more of this!"
and that was what ps preston shared about during radical conference. i sure have cut off many ears, hahahaha!!!! :p and that's what Jesus will probably say to all the broken relationships in my life[usually broken by me].
"no more, yining!!!"
ahh! it sucks to the core when you have broken relationships and you're the reason of the crumbling of it!!!! i guess john was really right when he said that those who do not love do not know God because God is love.
my God sure is a love of God:
Zeph 3:17 "The LORD your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing."
it's so hard to imagine God as a God who's always cheerin' you on and quieting you with his so awesome love!!! 1 john 1:9 tells us that if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness!!!! where can we find sucha faithful God who forgives!!! i was just singing "East to West" by Casting Crowns once and suddenly when i sang this part and it hit me hard:
"Cos you know just how far the east is from the west, from one scarred hand to the other."
true ain't it!!!! man, i pray that God give me love, compassion and sensitivity!!!
Thursday, August 28, 2008
today
i jogged! with kidd and eugene. gotta say though, enjoyed it a lot! partially because i enjoy a moderate workout and the sweating part. okay the sweating part applies only when i enter the air-conditioned prayer house. shall not explain the physics behind it because i did, on my physics P2 today. on a more serious note, we should really exercise like this once a week. lazy bones here don't exercise much!!! :p
OH YEAH TODAY WAS MY LAST PAPER! HAD PHY P2 AND SCI MCQ. gotta say though, sci mcq was quite a killer, especially the chemistry part. it was challenging, very brain-tickling!!!!! hahahaha and i made a lot of mistakes for my physics paper and just for laughs, i spelt "rarefaction" as "rarefRaction." and i wasn't the only one!!!! lol!!!
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i did Acts 27 today for qt.
Acts 27:18-19 "We took such a violent battering from the storm that the next day they began to throw the cargo overboard. 19On the third day, they threw the ship's tackle overboard with their own hands. 20When neither sun nor stars appeared for many days and the storm continued raging, we finally gave up all hope of being saved." it sucks sometimes when you get hit hard. and you just give up hope. you end up hopeless. you don't even know what to hope for because everything seems so dreary, so bleak. and we'll probably dump away some important stuff just to save ourselves. like what, our relationship with God?
Acts 27: 29-30 "Fearing that we would be dashed against the rocks, they dropped four anchors from the stern and prayed for daylight. In an attempt to escape from the ship, the sailors let the lifeboat down into the sea, pretending they were going to lower some anchors from the bow."
yeah. i think sometimes i hate myself when i realize i'm dry and empty and i start pretending that everything is alright or just pretend that the dryness doesn't exists. but soon the arid and desolate desert will get to me. and that was what happened! sometimes you end up empty and parched that you just don't know what to do. as in, you just don't know how to solve this problem!!! no, there ain't any reason for me to pretend no matter how desperate i am to save myself or just make myself feel better.
this desert phases are probably so common and inevitable. and they are probably the things God uses to mold our character. James 1:3-4 "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
btw, paul seemed to sound very exasperated in Romans 3:4 "What if some did not have faith? Will their lack of faith nullify God's faithfulness? 4Not at all!" it doesn't matter that much for us to have faith because God's still faithful. okay, it's important to have faith but if we feel guilty coz we lack it, then that's being legalistic which is wrong. God's faithfulness reaches to the sky. so great!!!
2 Corinthians 4:8-9 "We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed"
my Heavenly Father is truly a faithful God!!
OH YEAH TODAY WAS MY LAST PAPER! HAD PHY P2 AND SCI MCQ. gotta say though, sci mcq was quite a killer, especially the chemistry part. it was challenging, very brain-tickling!!!!! hahahaha and i made a lot of mistakes for my physics paper and just for laughs, i spelt "rarefaction" as "rarefRaction." and i wasn't the only one!!!! lol!!!
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i did Acts 27 today for qt.
Acts 27:18-19 "We took such a violent battering from the storm that the next day they began to throw the cargo overboard. 19On the third day, they threw the ship's tackle overboard with their own hands. 20When neither sun nor stars appeared for many days and the storm continued raging, we finally gave up all hope of being saved." it sucks sometimes when you get hit hard. and you just give up hope. you end up hopeless. you don't even know what to hope for because everything seems so dreary, so bleak. and we'll probably dump away some important stuff just to save ourselves. like what, our relationship with God?
Acts 27: 29-30 "Fearing that we would be dashed against the rocks, they dropped four anchors from the stern and prayed for daylight. In an attempt to escape from the ship, the sailors let the lifeboat down into the sea, pretending they were going to lower some anchors from the bow."
yeah. i think sometimes i hate myself when i realize i'm dry and empty and i start pretending that everything is alright or just pretend that the dryness doesn't exists. but soon the arid and desolate desert will get to me. and that was what happened! sometimes you end up empty and parched that you just don't know what to do. as in, you just don't know how to solve this problem!!! no, there ain't any reason for me to pretend no matter how desperate i am to save myself or just make myself feel better.
this desert phases are probably so common and inevitable. and they are probably the things God uses to mold our character. James 1:3-4 "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
btw, paul seemed to sound very exasperated in Romans 3:4 "What if some did not have faith? Will their lack of faith nullify God's faithfulness? 4Not at all!" it doesn't matter that much for us to have faith because God's still faithful. okay, it's important to have faith but if we feel guilty coz we lack it, then that's being legalistic which is wrong. God's faithfulness reaches to the sky. so great!!!
2 Corinthians 4:8-9 "We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed"
my Heavenly Father is truly a faithful God!!
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