I GOT A1 FOR COMBINED SCIENCE[A1 for phy, A1 for chem]. I TOPPED THE CLASS BABY!!!! hahaahhahaa God's really good, really. i never got a distinction for science in my whole life[ah something yousheng can be proud of!!! :D]
i got B3 for F&N!!!! i didn't top the class. but God gave me more than what i expect. much more. thank God!!!!
ah God's good, really good.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
my soul longs for You
i PASSED english. i kinda topped the class. 56/100!!!! but nothing to be proud about coz i'll prolly be last in some really elite school.
i PASSED combined humanities. i was hoping that i would fail my ss at least by a mark[i passed history by 1 mark] if not i'll fail CH. and God gave me what i wanted. perfect 50! :D :D :D
i PASSED poa. i expected a distinction but a B3 ain't that bad!!! as in seriously.
i'm still waiting, still hoping. but it's really tough when you're expecting yourself to fail most of your subjects. i expected myself to fail english and combined humanities. i'm not kidding. nearly half of my prayer journal is filled with requests for peace coz it's frightening when it bugs me. but God's good, very very good. of course can do better lah! but God's good enough to give me a pass.
PS: 60% of my cohort failed English. i'm one of the 40% that passed. how not to thank God?
i PASSED combined humanities. i was hoping that i would fail my ss at least by a mark[i passed history by 1 mark] if not i'll fail CH. and God gave me what i wanted. perfect 50! :D :D :D
i PASSED poa. i expected a distinction but a B3 ain't that bad!!! as in seriously.
i'm still waiting, still hoping. but it's really tough when you're expecting yourself to fail most of your subjects. i expected myself to fail english and combined humanities. i'm not kidding. nearly half of my prayer journal is filled with requests for peace coz it's frightening when it bugs me. but God's good, very very good. of course can do better lah! but God's good enough to give me a pass.
PS: 60% of my cohort failed English. i'm one of the 40% that passed. how not to thank God?
Sunday, May 18, 2008
thank God for fun and taupok
oho!!!!! i think everybody really enjoys touch rugby. but i guess it's no coincidence that so many people in my cell plays touch/whack rugby!!!!! it's really relieving. i had lots of fun during cellgroup. i had taupok[where 5 boys ranging 50-70kg] squeezed the air out of me and samuel[two boys get legs, two boys the arms, then 1,2,3!!!!]. awesome awesome.
i think it's very true. my world crumbles. many times. it does. but God never fails me. i can run back to Him and say "Papa, i'm sorry for _____________." much love to my Heavenly Father.
anyway on friday, i prayed that God speak to me in a different way. and yes, God spoke to me through p&w.
"All my hopes, all my dreams, God I lay them at Your feet."
i have hopes. maybe not so much of dreams. i don't know if dreams and hopes are the same. but i have hopes. i can name some.
i HOPE that i can get all A's for my O's[counting out chinese]
i HOPE that God'll heal Victor's deafness
i HOPE that my disciples can come to church.
i HOPE that my disciples are doing well.
and many other stuff.
but how many times do i place my hopes at God's feet? probably near zero.
i really love God a lot. God really never fails me. He speaks, He answers, He loves me. i can confidently say that there is literally no one on this earth whom i can share with everything that's on my prayer journal. there's no one whom can satisfy my need for love. i tell you! i need love! i really do. sometimes i get so sick and tired of giving and giving that i feel as though people are leeching me. and worse still, i leech off people as well. the only channel of unfailing love is God. God Himself. men do fail. men/women cannot satisfy me because time and time again, all let me down. they make me feel unwanted. they make me feel unappreciated. they make me feel rejected. yes, even Christians. and i must have probably done the same thing.
but God is like Hosea!!!!!!! God's love streches far deep and wide!!! i can be as transparent as i want to God without Him rejecting me. sometimes i've this gut feeling that people find me boring because i rant a lot. but i can rant as much as i want, God answers!!!! my prayer journal is filled with rants and prayers that normal earthlings like you will probably find boring.
i love God a lot because He's just God. can do anything. always so unexpected. always so loving. always there.
i think it's very true. my world crumbles. many times. it does. but God never fails me. i can run back to Him and say "Papa, i'm sorry for _____________." much love to my Heavenly Father.
anyway on friday, i prayed that God speak to me in a different way. and yes, God spoke to me through p&w.
"All my hopes, all my dreams, God I lay them at Your feet."
i have hopes. maybe not so much of dreams. i don't know if dreams and hopes are the same. but i have hopes. i can name some.
i HOPE that i can get all A's for my O's[counting out chinese]
i HOPE that God'll heal Victor's deafness
i HOPE that my disciples can come to church.
i HOPE that my disciples are doing well.
and many other stuff.
but how many times do i place my hopes at God's feet? probably near zero.
i really love God a lot. God really never fails me. He speaks, He answers, He loves me. i can confidently say that there is literally no one on this earth whom i can share with everything that's on my prayer journal. there's no one whom can satisfy my need for love. i tell you! i need love! i really do. sometimes i get so sick and tired of giving and giving that i feel as though people are leeching me. and worse still, i leech off people as well. the only channel of unfailing love is God. God Himself. men do fail. men/women cannot satisfy me because time and time again, all let me down. they make me feel unwanted. they make me feel unappreciated. they make me feel rejected. yes, even Christians. and i must have probably done the same thing.
but God is like Hosea!!!!!!! God's love streches far deep and wide!!! i can be as transparent as i want to God without Him rejecting me. sometimes i've this gut feeling that people find me boring because i rant a lot. but i can rant as much as i want, God answers!!!! my prayer journal is filled with rants and prayers that normal earthlings like you will probably find boring.
i love God a lot because He's just God. can do anything. always so unexpected. always so loving. always there.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
basketball again.
ohoooo! thank God for good weather and that no one disturbed us!!!!! :DDDD i had good fun. but my whole bod's aching. still, no pain, no gain!!!!!!!!
God, i thank You for good friends, good fun, good weather!
God, i thank You for good friends, good fun, good weather!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
:D :D :D :D
Estehr: You run on the road, breath in sulphur dioxide, breathe in nitrogen oxide, breathe in carbon monoxide, breathe in ozone, breathe in unburnt hydrcarbon, one week later get lung cancer!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! THAT'S CLASSIC K!!!!! :D :D :D
anyway, i went to popular and spent nearly 40bucks on assessment books. all on english compre and vocab. come to think of it, i guess it SHOULD be worth it. no pain, no gain right? but ot only that. i spent 7 bucks on a rather thick notebook. what for? prayer journal. people are using prayer journals. must follow trend. nah. i just felt like getting one. okay la partly because of trend. but can be put to good use! God will bless that, amen? :D :D :D
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i was writing my prayer journal.
"God, i feel like crying. God i cannot take it anymore. Very angry......... blah blah blah. Maybe You will make a way? But-"
i stopped at the "but." there's this thingy in me that's telling me that God is sovereign. God is sovereign. trust. gotta trust. i cancelled the "but."
i did my qt. and God had a lot to tell me. rejoice. c'mon, yining! thank God! and most importantly, BLESS those around you! c'mon, pray a prayer of blessing! don't just pray for growth and blah blah. bless bless bless! God is good.
i don't know how to continue from here.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! THAT'S CLASSIC K!!!!! :D :D :D
anyway, i went to popular and spent nearly 40bucks on assessment books. all on english compre and vocab. come to think of it, i guess it SHOULD be worth it. no pain, no gain right? but ot only that. i spent 7 bucks on a rather thick notebook. what for? prayer journal. people are using prayer journals. must follow trend. nah. i just felt like getting one. okay la partly because of trend. but can be put to good use! God will bless that, amen? :D :D :D
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i was writing my prayer journal.
"God, i feel like crying. God i cannot take it anymore. Very angry......... blah blah blah. Maybe You will make a way? But-"
i stopped at the "but." there's this thingy in me that's telling me that God is sovereign. God is sovereign. trust. gotta trust. i cancelled the "but."
i did my qt. and God had a lot to tell me. rejoice. c'mon, yining! thank God! and most importantly, BLESS those around you! c'mon, pray a prayer of blessing! don't just pray for growth and blah blah. bless bless bless! God is good.
i don't know how to continue from here.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
lester
Father, i thank You for change in lester, Father i thank You for lester's dad receptive heart. Father i thank You lester didn't get into trouble today. Father i thank You that lester wasn't scolded. Father, i thank You lester is more hardworking now. i thank You.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
exams
i don't know why am i typing this post.
like any other people, i'm going through a memorizing-regurgitate period. must explain, must do this, must do that. if not how to do well arh! hahaha!!! i still remember that today's SS paper killed me. i slept at 1 30am[okay la not as bad as it sounds coz i know of people who slept at 3am] and i woke up feeling drowsy and wondering am i at wonderland.
i'm go to hans frequently nowadays. study and talk which the latter made up most of time spent there. ah. who? i go with nat, youzhao usually. i like the both of them. the most amazing thing is how i actually met nat.
the day of departure for mission trip, tanah merah mrt.
nat: oh, zi zee ren!!!!!
hahahahaha!!! it's not everyday where you have church mates who live near you. esp when church is miles away. i share a lot with nat. like my life, cell, studies, a lot. we talk about movies, history and biking[something youzhao and nat really like] and loads of other stuff.
eh eh. God's good and now i understand why He placed me in the east. isn't it true that everything has their reason?
like any other people, i'm going through a memorizing-regurgitate period. must explain, must do this, must do that. if not how to do well arh! hahaha!!! i still remember that today's SS paper killed me. i slept at 1 30am[okay la not as bad as it sounds coz i know of people who slept at 3am] and i woke up feeling drowsy and wondering am i at wonderland.
i'm go to hans frequently nowadays. study and talk which the latter made up most of time spent there. ah. who? i go with nat, youzhao usually. i like the both of them. the most amazing thing is how i actually met nat.
the day of departure for mission trip, tanah merah mrt.
nat: oh, zi zee ren!!!!!
hahahahaha!!! it's not everyday where you have church mates who live near you. esp when church is miles away. i share a lot with nat. like my life, cell, studies, a lot. we talk about movies, history and biking[something youzhao and nat really like] and loads of other stuff.
eh eh. God's good and now i understand why He placed me in the east. isn't it true that everything has their reason?
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